Six months ago when you started getting worse and your son couldn't take care of you anymore. He had called me to come and help him. Oh! I hated cancelling all my plans but I did. We tried to put you in a nursing home in Tennessee but we couldn't. I knew that you needed me but I was feeling pretty tough so I brought you back to Louisiana. I could put you in a Nursing Home there and I could go on with my life and not worry about caring for you. Me, being the daughter and all I was doing alll that I could do. But then something happened the day I got you in the home. I knew you really hated the idea but I shut my feelings off and put you in anyway. Now, six months later as I sit here watching you die. I think won't have to check on you every day, I wont have to wash your clothes, I won't have to wash and curl your hair for you to go to church at the home on Sunday morning, I won't have to roll you outside and visit with you , which I never had time any way. As I watch your life slipping from your body, How I wish I had the precious time back and you knew I cared. Now Your lying in a Coma and you don't even know that I'm here. Love Sue
Last update: 19-07-2008 15:12
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